Being a Friend

Being a friend, I mean a true friend is hard for me. I feel like I’m not very good at it. I think of my friends all the time. My heart is connected to them. They mean SO much to me. And yet I don’t call, or even email. Doubt, lack of confidence, and guilt keep me from making contacts. “Will they still want me to call or write even though we haven’t spoken for months?” And then we see one another and it’s as if we spent all day together just yesterday. Why do I feel like it is all my responsibility? Friendships are a two-way street right? It’s just as much their responsibility to keep in contact, and to be my friend right? That’s why I feel so guilty…they do, they are.

I truly do think of you much more often than I write or call. I love you my friends! J.